Sunday, March 24, 2013


Theme song of my life right now. Perfectly sums up what I'm feeling and going through.

Why in the world did I think I could
Only get to know You when my life was good?

When everything just falls in place
The easiest thing is to give You praise
Now it all seems upside down

'Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel You now more than I did then

How can I come to the end of me
And somehow still have all I need?
God, I want to know You more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find You when I fall apart


Blessed are the ones who understand 
We got nothing to bring but empty hands
Nothing to hide and nothing to prove
Our heartbreak brings us back to You 

And it all seems upside down 

I don't know how long this will last 
I'm praying for the pain to pass 
But maybe this is the best thing 
That has ever happened to me



I wanted to tell you everything that had happened
But I am lost for words
I tell everyone even myself that I'm fine
I'm alright
I've already moved on
But the truth is,
I'm still scared of what's to come
My mind's clouded
I can't think straight
Everything's a mess
My heart's badly broken
I am lost